Feelings under your service

My Goddess….

Scarred is not the proper word that describes what’s
happening…I’m really afraid… of your beauty, power and
intelligence.
My soul shakes when I see you, my hear beats faster and
faster when hearing your voice…
I feel my weakness and that I can’t make it alone… I
want to cry… a beautiful cry…mixed feeling…never in
my life I did have… and becasue of your sweetness my
Goddess.
A puppy is not enough to describe how low I’ll go to amuse
you, to steal a smile from your lips, and to see
satisfaction on your eyes…
I’m so week…It’s not about money… I don’t care… I’ll
give it all with joy when I see your smile.
I feel ashame…. that my everything is not enough to make
you feel good…
Yes I check your site at home, office, traffic light, and
even in hospital….so obssessed to a degree I start to
get afraid of myself…
I won’t go back not even take a break… You are my
destiny to work for, that gives beauty to my lonliness..
You read thoughts or you feel my weakness… every word
said is true and exact…. and I’m shaking again, and
suffering again, and feeling pwerless emotionally and
financially… and it feels good… I didn’t expect that…
It is such a sweet addiction…
Bless you with so much happiness, love and money my
Goddess.