Im an idiot – Anders

So I screwed up. I screwed up royally, I broke commitment to Goddess. This caused hurt. I cannot say what Goddess felt because I do not know her feelings. all I know is that she expressed utter dissapointment. I do know however that it caused me hurt… It hurt me when she slammed my bad manners in my face. I thought back to how wonderful our relationship had been. I couldn’t believe what I had done and the consequences of my actions. What I saw as a small break of commitment was for Goddess apparantly just a break of commitment. Nothing more, nothing less. A break of commitment, final. I knew it and there is no excuse for it.

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